I didn't sleep at all last night. I just tossed and turned. Frustrated, I finally got up and had a snack and my eyes said, "sleep, please!", but apparently my brain was in disagreement.
Now I'm floating through the day, shocked and appalled at the world moving around me. Observing in fascination, rather than feeling it, and knowing I didn't sleep, so I couldn't respond appropriately to the things I should today. Or think anything through, for that matter.
Things happened to me, I happened into them today, that I'd rather forget, or remember later to learn. But the hazy twinge of reality is so far from my conciousness today, that I can't be bothered. So I'm numbed, but I know, a sleeping pill away, I'll be able to forget and rest, only to prolong the inevitable rational/emotional thought process one more night. For my own sanity.
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