I realize I haven't been on here for about a month. Some explaination as to why:
Because, on our first date he knew what I was about. I’d never been with a ‘good guy’ and my patience and my heart work against me even when I know it’s wrong; therefore a prelediction towards sustained emotional abuse. It gave me shivers at how well he could see me. They continue....
Because I’m deliriously happy and don’t feel the need to expel the pain through writing about it here and I want to keep it all to myself because it feels really good.
Because at this moment, everything in my life seems to be shining in a soft rosy glow due to the above, and I have nothing to bitch about.
Because I’m scared to talk about it because it almost seems to good to be true.
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